This too shall pass.

Adopting this as my mantra for the next 8 weeks. And hopefully that’s all the longer I need to repeatedly remind myself of that.

Trying to not have thoughts like “I don’t want to do this.”

But I’m terrified.

But this too shall pass.

This too shall pass.

Let it go, this too shall pass.

Starting a new adventure tomorrow…
Goodnight moon.

disgustinghuman:

msruhhnoir:

myokcupidtragedy:

subarbievol:

Straight boys like “lets threesome” but can’t even please one woman

ATTENTION EVERYONE THIS IS THE REALEST SHIT I’VE EVER READ

Just say “sure babe, let’s get another guy in here” and see how quickly they shut down.

The last comment. I say that whenever a guy proposes a threesome. It’s beautiful to watch them break on the inside.

bagmilk:

mom i can’t go to school today i’m ugly

I actually had a friend that pretty much did this. Not verbatim. But pretty damn close.

(Source: heteroh, via notchicken)

I can’t recall ever feeling this much fear before in my life.

I love being scared. I love the adrenaline rush. I love the fight or flight feeling. But it normally only lasts a little while.

This is ongoing.
This has been here, to this extent, for days. And it’s weighing so heavily on me. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of waiting. I’m sick of talking about what I’m going to be doing. I’m sick of people telling me what to expect. I’m done. I just want to get through tomorrow and all of Wednesday and just be there already. I want to get started so I can get through this hell.

I’m over fearing the unknown. There’s nothing more I can do about it at this point besides apply myself. But I can’t do that till I get there. So there’s no point for me to even be feeling this fear. And yet it’s still there.

Grumble grumble.